May 2010
2 posts
I’m not coming back (forgive me) I’ve done something so terrible I’m terrified to speak (I’m not calling, I’m not calling) But you’d expect that from me I’m mixed up, I’ll be blunt, now the rain is just (You’re driving me crazy, I’m) Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind Keeping an eye on the world, From so many thousands of feet...
She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalities So fragile yet so devious She continues to see it Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever Oh (She’s the only one that makes me sad) She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia bathed in possession She is home to me I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it’s worse...
April 2010
3 posts
KESHA-YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG
Maybe i need some rehab or maybe just need some sleep I got a sick obsession I’m seein it in my dreams I’m lookin down every alley i’m makin those desperate calls i’m stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall what you got boy, is hard to find i think about it all the time im all strung out my heart is fried i just cant get you off my mind! because your love...
March 2010
1 post
when.
i would just like to ask when the fuck everyone started living in their messed up minds. twisting, deceiving, fake exterior, crazy, dark, planning, looking for conflict. the rest may as well be brick walls or parrots.
January 2010
1 post
not the world i want.
are my cries for help not drenched enough in tears, are my screams for saviour to smothered from the build up of gunk on my chest that is added to day and day from trying to drown my worries in substances. i cant not do this anymore, dont beleive me when i say everything is going to be ok. im trying as hard as i can to come to peace, i like to tell myself. I’m never going to get over this,...
December 2009
1 post
c.j.w
walking these streets waiting to escape in the sunrise, wearing hardly anything at all. head spinning legs giving way i think this time i cant controll this. despratly looking for my lat ciggie fuck i forgot a fucking lighter. trying to call anyone in my phone just so im able to get on to sleep. will this ever end, my quest for peace i dont want to worry about anything all want is to just be...
November 2009
10 posts
“You cant fight the tears that aint commin’, or the moment of truth in your...”
– iris-googoo dolls
crush.
i want the butterflies, the tingling sensation when that person you feel anxious around holds your hand. i want that feeling when you feel your heart drop to your stomach because you see ‘them’ .
it’s 1.18 am and all i can think about is you, your smile, your eyes, the way you talk and the way you walk. i wish i could just tell you how i feel but i get scared, you can’t blame me im human. you probably don’t even have a hunch that i like you, you probably just think i’m some other girl that you have scatted conversations with over the internet, jeez we’ve only...
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fuck it.
You think you have it all, right at your fingertips, just around this corner. But you don’t. Everyone you thought you loved turns out to be someone completely different and everything you cared about is a lie. Is this life really worth living if in the end it always turns out to be one big story and your the one being lead a fool. Of course it is because no matter what you always have the...
dont think so.
I don’t even want you, you’re not what i remember. You’re not the person i fell in love with, you’re not the person i’d die for. Now your just like everyone else. You’re not special anymore, you don’t stand out from the crowd. So when you realise what you’ve already lost and when you decide you want it back. This time i wont be there.
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